Monday, January 31
> Ballet, the love of my life.
Ive finally made up my mind what im going to do on stage for that pathetic 5 mins. Wait a min, i think mine lasted for only 2 and a half minutes. haha. That's enought to kill me alright.
Its like a dream come true, to be able to dance ballet again on the stage. While i put on my ballet shoes which i kept in my cupboard for like 3 years, the nostalgia feeling came to me, it gave me security in my heart. I mean it, i felt so relieved, like its back to the old times, back to the old me.
I seriously missed my ballet days, 2 times a week i put on my lilac coloured leotard, light pink thights and ballet shoes, holding on to a pair of black character shoes and character skirt with different shades of purple ribbons at the bottom. Just in case you do not know, character shoes and skirts are somewhat like you can see in the picture, just that at higher grades, you get to choose the colour you want. And lilac is my favourite colour. (just in case youre blind or i changed too much, im in the middle)
But theres like a little problem, ive no time to choreograph the dance steps. What worst is that ive forgotten most of the dance steps i used to learn, so all i was practicing just now in my room were pretty much of a repetition. I am still trying to master my double turn and lifting my legs turning it 180 degrees. Oh God, bless me.
And my stamina is failing me, i get breatheless just after dancing for 1 minute. wahhahah. Okay, i exeggerated. But still, i feel so tired and exhausted! No time to practice anymore. Im gonna play Captain's Ball with Dave and friends for the no-idea-what-competition organised in the school.
Alright, back to ballet. Kinda regretted not finishing up the whole course. How can i ever give it up after 10 years of dancing? My gawd, i forgo it for some silly stuffs, making my life miserable, making my parents miserable, making myself addicted to smoking and learning bad. I gave up ballet for all those damn shits, just what was i thinking?
Well i guess, theres always a point in time people make mistakes and take the wrong route. I did, and im glad im moved back to the right one, the right route for me. cheer for me people, im not letting my inferiority take control.
Right, i take back my words, im still damn nervous. wahhaha. How irritating can i get? Very much i guess. Ciaos.
Ive finally made up my mind what im going to do on stage for that pathetic 5 mins. Wait a min, i think mine lasted for only 2 and a half minutes. haha. That's enought to kill me alright.
Its like a dream come true, to be able to dance ballet again on the stage. While i put on my ballet shoes which i kept in my cupboard for like 3 years, the nostalgia feeling came to me, it gave me security in my heart. I mean it, i felt so relieved, like its back to the old times, back to the old me.
I seriously missed my ballet days, 2 times a week i put on my lilac coloured leotard, light pink thights and ballet shoes, holding on to a pair of black character shoes and character skirt with different shades of purple ribbons at the bottom. Just in case you do not know, character shoes and skirts are somewhat like you can see in the picture, just that at higher grades, you get to choose the colour you want. And lilac is my favourite colour. (just in case youre blind or i changed too much, im in the middle)
But theres like a little problem, ive no time to choreograph the dance steps. What worst is that ive forgotten most of the dance steps i used to learn, so all i was practicing just now in my room were pretty much of a repetition. I am still trying to master my double turn and lifting my legs turning it 180 degrees. Oh God, bless me.
And my stamina is failing me, i get breatheless just after dancing for 1 minute. wahhahah. Okay, i exeggerated. But still, i feel so tired and exhausted! No time to practice anymore. Im gonna play Captain's Ball with Dave and friends for the no-idea-what-competition organised in the school.
Alright, back to ballet. Kinda regretted not finishing up the whole course. How can i ever give it up after 10 years of dancing? My gawd, i forgo it for some silly stuffs, making my life miserable, making my parents miserable, making myself addicted to smoking and learning bad. I gave up ballet for all those damn shits, just what was i thinking?
Well i guess, theres always a point in time people make mistakes and take the wrong route. I did, and im glad im moved back to the right one, the right route for me. cheer for me people, im not letting my inferiority take control.
Right, i take back my words, im still damn nervous. wahhaha. How irritating can i get? Very much i guess. Ciaos.
sealed-with-a-kiss < 6:04:00 pm
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Sunday, January 30
> Sunsetbay, im loving it.
Ignore my previous post, i was incoherent. Nevertheless, thanks to those who are sincerely supporting me. Thank you. Ive yet came up with the best decision, but i guess i will soon. Tomorrow prolly. =))
Just got home from Sunsetbay. Surf and Sweat event was on today. Well done Jeffrey, Zhiyong, Kiam and Guoxiong! You've got the second prize. And good job Mark and friends, you've emerged in the 4th place. Well done!
I woke up late, so meimei headed to SSB first. I reached there only at 1pm. Everyone got burnt, the sun was damn scorching. Thank goodness i wasnt as red as angkukueh, well most of the time im in the shade. Was lazing around here and there. But the skin on my nose are peeling, bet it was due to the previous tann. Damn, its ouchily ouchy painful. boohoos.
Am really tired. The term break is sorta declared over, its time to set my heart into studying again. The new term starts, the more white hair im going to get. Talking about studies, ive yet completed my Psychology quiz which im supposed to do so by 12 midnight today. Oh gawd, can someone just kill me? Im so jaded suddenly, my heart feels so heavy.
Ignore my previous post, i was incoherent. Nevertheless, thanks to those who are sincerely supporting me. Thank you. Ive yet came up with the best decision, but i guess i will soon. Tomorrow prolly. =))
Just got home from Sunsetbay. Surf and Sweat event was on today. Well done Jeffrey, Zhiyong, Kiam and Guoxiong! You've got the second prize. And good job Mark and friends, you've emerged in the 4th place. Well done!
I woke up late, so meimei headed to SSB first. I reached there only at 1pm. Everyone got burnt, the sun was damn scorching. Thank goodness i wasnt as red as angkukueh, well most of the time im in the shade. Was lazing around here and there. But the skin on my nose are peeling, bet it was due to the previous tann. Damn, its ouchily ouchy painful. boohoos.
Am really tired. The term break is sorta declared over, its time to set my heart into studying again. The new term starts, the more white hair im going to get. Talking about studies, ive yet completed my Psychology quiz which im supposed to do so by 12 midnight today. Oh gawd, can someone just kill me? Im so jaded suddenly, my heart feels so heavy.
sealed-with-a-kiss < 8:49:00 pm
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>
I know im not gorgeous looking, not eye-catching, not marvellously beautiful, not sexily attractive and the list goes on.
I know i have flabby arms and big hips and trotter thighs and big calves. Its all in the genes and ive been dancing since young, how slim do you expect my legs to be?
I know im not at all slim with a perfect figure. I know my features aint distinctively attractive.
I know it all, thanks but no thanks for reminding me.
Maybe i shouldnt turn up on Friday, its just an insult to the so called beauties isnt it?
This is getting stupid, and its getting on my nerves. Wheres the word professionalism? No, i dont see it. Just what was i thinking when i filled up the form? Damn, i must be possessed.
Thanks for encouraging me, thanks for trusting me, thanks for supporting me. But im sorry, i still gotta feel inferior of myself. I never had confidence in myself, and im always that self-concious and words do prick me really easily.
I know im not gorgeous looking, not eye-catching, not marvellously beautiful, not sexily attractive and the list goes on.
I know i have flabby arms and big hips and trotter thighs and big calves. Its all in the genes and ive been dancing since young, how slim do you expect my legs to be?
I know im not at all slim with a perfect figure. I know my features aint distinctively attractive.
I know it all, thanks but no thanks for reminding me.
Maybe i shouldnt turn up on Friday, its just an insult to the so called beauties isnt it?
This is getting stupid, and its getting on my nerves. Wheres the word professionalism? No, i dont see it. Just what was i thinking when i filled up the form? Damn, i must be possessed.
Thanks for encouraging me, thanks for trusting me, thanks for supporting me. But im sorry, i still gotta feel inferior of myself. I never had confidence in myself, and im always that self-concious and words do prick me really easily.
sealed-with-a-kiss < 1:45:00 am
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Friday, January 28
> Barbies' first outing
Yesterday was a great great day. My barbies and I enjoyed ourself to the maximum, tremendously. I had to go early, and gotta return all the floats and tyres, mats and volleyball because i borrowed it FOC from Andy who is working there, so the rest left early too, really unwillingly. Thank you so much Andy square! lol.
The sun was shining right above our heads throughout the whole day. We had fun, we went mad, we were berserk. Im dark, black but not brown. But im still happy with the outcome. Really happy to be with my group of barbies cos i feel like im myself and i dont feel left out like initially because i wasnt that close with em. -beams with joy-
Stupid Gena the late barbie came late as usual. 1 hour late! -strangles gena- Wasnt tired and sleepy at all, couldnt stand the heat so i went into the waters and chilled with the others while Angie and Denise continued to tann.
Hours later, a group of NS men approached us. Inviting us to a game of volleyball. Though i roughly know how the game goes about, roughly understand the rules and all, i do not have the skill to play. wahahahha. And i dont really enjoy entertaining people i do not know so i sat down and watch. Went to look for Andy at the booth but he wasnt there. Too bad.
We left to bath at about 4pm, left Sunsetbay at about 5pm. Shared a cab down with Grace and Leanne. Dance lessons start at 6pm. Ive no time for dinner at all. from 8am to 8pm, i only had 1 hushbrown, 2 slices of bread with tuna and a few mouthful of chips. Diet? That's like killing me. haha.
But what's the worst thing that could happen to a girl dying for a tann, anticipating day and night to hit the beach on a sunny Thursday morning? Got the answer? No? Its by having her period! Omg can you imagine? But that's not going to stop me from enjoying myself tanning and playing in the waters. Nothing can stop me! -smirks-
Was really tired and aching all over. But why am i up so early right now? Damn TP, gotta sign up for my CDS as early as 10am. Gonna go school for some briefing at 1.30pm. Im sleepy and im tired! -pouts-
Tonight im going to meet Alex cos he wanna use Ebony as his model for his photography assignment or something. And im bringing him over to the lovely bridge at Cosy Bay to take more night shots. Busy day ahead again. Im just loving it.
ps: i'll upload all the pictures as soon as i receive em from Angie and Gena too.
sealed-with-a-kiss < 11:00:00 am
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Wednesday, January 26
> Holidays aint that fun afterall
And when i thought the term break would bring me lotsa fun and entertainment, i was so damn wrong.
On Monday, the sentosa outing was cancelled. Fine i said, cos it was to celebrate Dave's birthday. So if he wasnt affected, why should i be? I shouldnt be so selfish aye? So that was okay.
On Tuesday, im supposed to finish up the entire MBS project, but i was too tired, the guys wanted to leave and everyone was having this mega titantic question mark on our heads cos we've no idea how to do it. Fine i said, lets all go home and meet up another day. So that was okay too.
Today, im supposed to catch a movie with a friend, but he had last minute make-up lecture and project discussion so it was cancelled. Fine i said, school's work is definately more important, we can always meet up again for the movie. No hurries. So that was okay.
Then, i arranged a shopping day with Ting. And we decided to meet up at 4.30pm. Oh look, its 5pm already. What am i doing at home? Right, she fell back to sleep and could not wake up. So fine i said, we can always shop on another day. But but but, i had changed into my town outfit, pinned up my hair all very nicely, my make-up are put in great details and i was waiting to hit town to shop cos its been a long time i really shopped around town.
What's going to happen tomorrow? Its already Wednesday! My break is soon coming to an end and im supposed to enjoy every single day, making myself busy. But its not happening! WHY?!
Im going to Sentosa with my polybarbies tomorrow and i know they wont play me out and cancel it last minute. But damn, i have got dance class tomorrow at 6pm and i just remembered! Which means, my beaching gotta end earlier and its like so..bahh..
Been going through so many unhappy moments, im really at the lowest peak. Talk to some friends about it but no one can truly understand how it feels like. Only Leanne, who managed to understand partially what im going through. Thank you barbie, for being there for me.
And when i thought the term break would bring me lotsa fun and entertainment, i was so damn wrong.
On Monday, the sentosa outing was cancelled. Fine i said, cos it was to celebrate Dave's birthday. So if he wasnt affected, why should i be? I shouldnt be so selfish aye? So that was okay.
On Tuesday, im supposed to finish up the entire MBS project, but i was too tired, the guys wanted to leave and everyone was having this mega titantic question mark on our heads cos we've no idea how to do it. Fine i said, lets all go home and meet up another day. So that was okay too.
Today, im supposed to catch a movie with a friend, but he had last minute make-up lecture and project discussion so it was cancelled. Fine i said, school's work is definately more important, we can always meet up again for the movie. No hurries. So that was okay.
Then, i arranged a shopping day with Ting. And we decided to meet up at 4.30pm. Oh look, its 5pm already. What am i doing at home? Right, she fell back to sleep and could not wake up. So fine i said, we can always shop on another day. But but but, i had changed into my town outfit, pinned up my hair all very nicely, my make-up are put in great details and i was waiting to hit town to shop cos its been a long time i really shopped around town.
What's going to happen tomorrow? Its already Wednesday! My break is soon coming to an end and im supposed to enjoy every single day, making myself busy. But its not happening! WHY?!
Im going to Sentosa with my polybarbies tomorrow and i know they wont play me out and cancel it last minute. But damn, i have got dance class tomorrow at 6pm and i just remembered! Which means, my beaching gotta end earlier and its like so..bahh..
Been going through so many unhappy moments, im really at the lowest peak. Talk to some friends about it but no one can truly understand how it feels like. Only Leanne, who managed to understand partially what im going through. Thank you barbie, for being there for me.
sealed-with-a-kiss < 5:40:00 pm
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Monday, January 24
> Label my day as "ruined"
My day was ruined as early as 6.40am when i received a message from Dave to say that the Sentosa trip is cancelled. At the very last minute, what else can i say? Well done. The weather was perfect for a good tann today but too bad i am not fated.
So i prepared and hit school for my very last paper. But no, since it was already ruined, things didnt become better at all. My paper was screwed. Dont talk about it, to think i thought i could ace it. My dreams are all shattered. Im super pissed.
And then when it was all over. I had no one to shop with. Except that Leanne, Zhiyi, Grace, Anisah, Samantha and I headed to Tampines for breakfast. Leanne and Zhiyi left for town, Anisah left for home, Grace left to meet her boy, Samantha was too lazy to go town and I had no choice but to go home after a few rounds of shopping at Tampines, again. omg. How bad was that.
Leanne showed me a Mango skirt and i fell in love with it. Its really nice. But no luck even after searching for several shops for my size. I even went to the branch at Parkway while i was on my way home, but no. Its all sold out. Im not fated to buy it. argh.
And when i thought things would turn out better when im at home, i decided to take a short nap. Things wouldnt go wrong while i sleep right? No, im wrong again. Damn. I just got woken up by a nuisance caller. Even the voice of the caller pisses me off. And i had to just hang up the phone cos i dont wanna entertain this unknown caller who claims to know me. Please get a life. Whoever that gave you my number and yourself. Argh.
Alright, so i just woke up from the wrong side of the bed and im easily disturbed right now. Every single thing can just piss me off just with a snap of my fingers and i hate it. Go away people, leave me alone. -whines-
My day was ruined as early as 6.40am when i received a message from Dave to say that the Sentosa trip is cancelled. At the very last minute, what else can i say? Well done. The weather was perfect for a good tann today but too bad i am not fated.
So i prepared and hit school for my very last paper. But no, since it was already ruined, things didnt become better at all. My paper was screwed. Dont talk about it, to think i thought i could ace it. My dreams are all shattered. Im super pissed.
And then when it was all over. I had no one to shop with. Except that Leanne, Zhiyi, Grace, Anisah, Samantha and I headed to Tampines for breakfast. Leanne and Zhiyi left for town, Anisah left for home, Grace left to meet her boy, Samantha was too lazy to go town and I had no choice but to go home after a few rounds of shopping at Tampines, again. omg. How bad was that.
Leanne showed me a Mango skirt and i fell in love with it. Its really nice. But no luck even after searching for several shops for my size. I even went to the branch at Parkway while i was on my way home, but no. Its all sold out. Im not fated to buy it. argh.
And when i thought things would turn out better when im at home, i decided to take a short nap. Things wouldnt go wrong while i sleep right? No, im wrong again. Damn. I just got woken up by a nuisance caller. Even the voice of the caller pisses me off. And i had to just hang up the phone cos i dont wanna entertain this unknown caller who claims to know me. Please get a life. Whoever that gave you my number and yourself. Argh.
Alright, so i just woke up from the wrong side of the bed and im easily disturbed right now. Every single thing can just piss me off just with a snap of my fingers and i hate it. Go away people, leave me alone. -whines-
sealed-with-a-kiss < 6:32:00 pm
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Sunday, January 23
> My life, is filled with hatred.
When i was 8 years old, i cant wait to be 12 and leave the Primary school cos i thought Secondary school would be much better with more fun and i really wanna grow up.
When i step into Secondary school, i felt i wasnt old enough, i couldnt wait to be 15 so i can be in the upper secondary and wear the school badge instead of the ugly cloth sewn onto my uniform. But when i reached 15, i couldnt wait to be 18 and i kept counting down to the end of my Secondary school days and couldnt wait to be in the Polytechnic or JC.
Now that im turning 18, i hope i was 8 years or better, 8 months old all along. I dont wanna grow up and mature along the way. I dont wanna know what's right and wrong, dont wanna think too deep into things. I wanna be as naive as a little girl, as ignorant and as playful like how i used to.
I hate to mature, i hate to feel so sensitive and insecure. I hate to grow and turn old. I wanna be a toddler, who is loved by all, who is cared by all. I dont have to think at all. All i do is weep and kick a fuss when i want something or sleep my day away thinking of nothing.
I hate insensitive people, i hate it when people dont think for others, i hate to hate people. But i cant help it, im full of hatred and anger. My life, no longer shining, no longer living for myself. I have to bear in mind the concerns of others, i have to remember i am not alone. I cant do things i wanna do, i have to spare a thought for the people around me. And i hate it. I wanna be selfish, i wanna love only myself, care only for myself. But i cannot. And i hate it.
Enough of those rumblings and hateful stuffs.
Elektra was a wonderful movie. I enjoyed it tremendously though i hope i was in the company of another. But nevermind, i'll rate it 4.5 upon 5. Its really cool, its great. Chilling out at East Coast Mac aftermath with the usuals. Guess they are still there now, i left earlier. About 15 minutes ago to be exact. Too tired, too upset, too moody, too guilty.
One last paper to go before i really let my hair down and go beach-ing with my mates. I cant wait, am anticipating it every single day. Im too "hateful" to sleep, maybe i should just sleep my hatred away. Whatever.
When i was 8 years old, i cant wait to be 12 and leave the Primary school cos i thought Secondary school would be much better with more fun and i really wanna grow up.
When i step into Secondary school, i felt i wasnt old enough, i couldnt wait to be 15 so i can be in the upper secondary and wear the school badge instead of the ugly cloth sewn onto my uniform. But when i reached 15, i couldnt wait to be 18 and i kept counting down to the end of my Secondary school days and couldnt wait to be in the Polytechnic or JC.
Now that im turning 18, i hope i was 8 years or better, 8 months old all along. I dont wanna grow up and mature along the way. I dont wanna know what's right and wrong, dont wanna think too deep into things. I wanna be as naive as a little girl, as ignorant and as playful like how i used to.
I hate to mature, i hate to feel so sensitive and insecure. I hate to grow and turn old. I wanna be a toddler, who is loved by all, who is cared by all. I dont have to think at all. All i do is weep and kick a fuss when i want something or sleep my day away thinking of nothing.
I hate insensitive people, i hate it when people dont think for others, i hate to hate people. But i cant help it, im full of hatred and anger. My life, no longer shining, no longer living for myself. I have to bear in mind the concerns of others, i have to remember i am not alone. I cant do things i wanna do, i have to spare a thought for the people around me. And i hate it. I wanna be selfish, i wanna love only myself, care only for myself. But i cannot. And i hate it.
Enough of those rumblings and hateful stuffs.
Elektra was a wonderful movie. I enjoyed it tremendously though i hope i was in the company of another. But nevermind, i'll rate it 4.5 upon 5. Its really cool, its great. Chilling out at East Coast Mac aftermath with the usuals. Guess they are still there now, i left earlier. About 15 minutes ago to be exact. Too tired, too upset, too moody, too guilty.
One last paper to go before i really let my hair down and go beach-ing with my mates. I cant wait, am anticipating it every single day. Im too "hateful" to sleep, maybe i should just sleep my hatred away. Whatever.
sealed-with-a-kiss < 2:54:00 am
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Friday, January 21
> Shopping!
Yesterday's paper was not as difficult as i thought it would be, but still i wasnt able to tally my balance sheet and i was the second person to leave the examination room while all the others left only at the very last second. I bet im going to score damn badly. -shrugs-
Anyhows, headed to Tampines for brunch with Leanne, her boy, Grace and Anisah. After which, Grace, Anisah and I headed for some shopping while Leanne and Zhiyi went to play pool and lan.
Bought a tube from Ebase and Maybeline loose powder in compact form. In the evening, Dad mum and I took a stroll to Parkway Parade to get my eye checked and made a new pair of spectacles. Went shopping aftermath with respect to the coming Chinese New Year. Daddy bought $500 worth of bird nest. wooo..yummy.
He too, bought a new handphone. Samsung E630 or something like that. I want a new handphone too! The salesguy told us that there will be 3 more Samsung handphone launching pretty soon. So im going to wait. yayyyy.
Daddy left first because he couldnt stand waiting for the 2 ladies to finish shopping. So, mummy and I went to shop even more. Bought 2 tops from Fond Hugs and i love it loads. Though its kinda expensive. Almost $40 per piece. Mummy was reluctant, but since she promised to give me $200 for my new year shopping, she had no choice but to sign her visa. -smirks-
Suddenly i felt that all the tops i bought are a little too revealing to visit my relatives especially ah gong and ah ma. So i think im going to buy more! -evil laughs-
Need some bottoms too, cant wait for my term break and i'll be so busy day in day out. But first, i need to start dieting.
Was supposed to go to Sentosa today with my dear Joanna. But she came down with fever last night and the plan was called off. Or rather, postponed to another day whereby the both of us are free to meet up. sighsigh. Im in serious need for some tann baby.
But nevertheless, I'll be heading to Sentosa on Monday. I cant wait! For it marks the day of my term break and the finale of my papers.
I packed my room the whole of this morning while daddy cleaned all the windows, upstairs and downstairs with all his might and strength. Mummy cleaned the kitchen and its still in a mess cos its so dirty and oily. Poor Ebony was locked in her playpen the whole of today cos everyone was so busy.
My room and house feels so clean now, and im anticipating for Chinese New Year. I hate to blog so much crap, but im too bored. Good day and good bye.
3 days to the end of my examinations, the start of the term break; 12 days to Shalyn's arrival; 19 days to Chinese New year.
Yesterday's paper was not as difficult as i thought it would be, but still i wasnt able to tally my balance sheet and i was the second person to leave the examination room while all the others left only at the very last second. I bet im going to score damn badly. -shrugs-
Anyhows, headed to Tampines for brunch with Leanne, her boy, Grace and Anisah. After which, Grace, Anisah and I headed for some shopping while Leanne and Zhiyi went to play pool and lan.
Bought a tube from Ebase and Maybeline loose powder in compact form. In the evening, Dad mum and I took a stroll to Parkway Parade to get my eye checked and made a new pair of spectacles. Went shopping aftermath with respect to the coming Chinese New Year. Daddy bought $500 worth of bird nest. wooo..yummy.
He too, bought a new handphone. Samsung E630 or something like that. I want a new handphone too! The salesguy told us that there will be 3 more Samsung handphone launching pretty soon. So im going to wait. yayyyy.
Daddy left first because he couldnt stand waiting for the 2 ladies to finish shopping. So, mummy and I went to shop even more. Bought 2 tops from Fond Hugs and i love it loads. Though its kinda expensive. Almost $40 per piece. Mummy was reluctant, but since she promised to give me $200 for my new year shopping, she had no choice but to sign her visa. -smirks-
Suddenly i felt that all the tops i bought are a little too revealing to visit my relatives especially ah gong and ah ma. So i think im going to buy more! -evil laughs-
Need some bottoms too, cant wait for my term break and i'll be so busy day in day out. But first, i need to start dieting.
Was supposed to go to Sentosa today with my dear Joanna. But she came down with fever last night and the plan was called off. Or rather, postponed to another day whereby the both of us are free to meet up. sighsigh. Im in serious need for some tann baby.
But nevertheless, I'll be heading to Sentosa on Monday. I cant wait! For it marks the day of my term break and the finale of my papers.
I packed my room the whole of this morning while daddy cleaned all the windows, upstairs and downstairs with all his might and strength. Mummy cleaned the kitchen and its still in a mess cos its so dirty and oily. Poor Ebony was locked in her playpen the whole of today cos everyone was so busy.
My room and house feels so clean now, and im anticipating for Chinese New Year. I hate to blog so much crap, but im too bored. Good day and good bye.
3 days to the end of my examinations, the start of the term break; 12 days to Shalyn's arrival; 19 days to Chinese New year.
sealed-with-a-kiss < 5:00:00 pm
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Wednesday, January 19
>
3 down , 2 to go.
Dont ask me about today's paper. Ive seriously nothing to say about it. It aint that bad, but im not happy with myself. I shouldnt have made those unforgivable mistakes in the exams. argh. -slaps myself-
Still feeling as moody as ever, even food doesnt seem to cheer me up anymore. But yah, im still gorging myself with all sorts of delicacies and junks. And soon another problem will be posted. Just how am i going to wear my bikini on a sunny Monday morning at Sentosa? my gawwd..
Well, the only thing that made my day today was that i found a long lost friend. Jovin! I knew him when i was mere 13 or 14 and we lost contact ever since. Now that im turning 18, we found each other and boy am i glad.
Yup that's it. Looking forward to the term break. Its gonna be a busy week.
Monday - after the last paper its Sentosa! C elebrating Dave's birthday.
Thursday - Sentosa again! with my polybabes.
Friday - Some school thingy i gotta attend to.
One day for movies, one day out to shop with Grace and Leanne and one more day out with my fellow bitches, Meiting and Lijuan.
Im a busy lady.
3 down , 2 to go.
Dont ask me about today's paper. Ive seriously nothing to say about it. It aint that bad, but im not happy with myself. I shouldnt have made those unforgivable mistakes in the exams. argh. -slaps myself-
Still feeling as moody as ever, even food doesnt seem to cheer me up anymore. But yah, im still gorging myself with all sorts of delicacies and junks. And soon another problem will be posted. Just how am i going to wear my bikini on a sunny Monday morning at Sentosa? my gawwd..
Well, the only thing that made my day today was that i found a long lost friend. Jovin! I knew him when i was mere 13 or 14 and we lost contact ever since. Now that im turning 18, we found each other and boy am i glad.
Yup that's it. Looking forward to the term break. Its gonna be a busy week.
Monday - after the last paper its Sentosa! C elebrating Dave's birthday.
Thursday - Sentosa again! with my polybabes.
Friday - Some school thingy i gotta attend to.
One day for movies, one day out to shop with Grace and Leanne and one more day out with my fellow bitches, Meiting and Lijuan.
Im a busy lady.
sealed-with-a-kiss < 6:27:00 pm
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Monday, January 17
> examination stress
study . eat . study . eat . study . eat . sleep .
That's what ive been busy with the past few days. And the only valid reason why im going insane and fat. My tummy's bulging. 2 months pregnant? -smacks forehead- Ive been eating MacDonald's every day. Yes, i mean it. Every Single Day, for the past 1 week or so. Cos ive been studying at Kallang Macs daily. oh gawwdd..can u imagine? Im turning into a burger soon!
Need to crash diet soon, i cant go Sentosa with a bloated tummy, can i ? Hell no. But after every 2 hours i'll get the crave to eat. Too much stress i guess. Oh no~save me.
booboos.
study . eat . study . eat . study . eat . sleep .
That's what ive been busy with the past few days. And the only valid reason why im going insane and fat. My tummy's bulging. 2 months pregnant? -smacks forehead- Ive been eating MacDonald's every day. Yes, i mean it. Every Single Day, for the past 1 week or so. Cos ive been studying at Kallang Macs daily. oh gawwdd..can u imagine? Im turning into a burger soon!
Need to crash diet soon, i cant go Sentosa with a bloated tummy, can i ? Hell no. But after every 2 hours i'll get the crave to eat. Too much stress i guess. Oh no~save me.
booboos.
sealed-with-a-kiss < 11:19:00 pm
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Saturday, January 15
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My day was great yesterday. Dont ask me why cos im not gonna spill em out in here, but you can ask me personally. =) Head to the library after lecture with Leanne to study FA. Finally got the concepts right, all i need is more practices and confidence. Oh, have i told you? Ive super low confidence and often feel inferior of myself. And i know Derek agrees with me. =X
Anyway, thanks to you Leanne for helping me out with FA though you're pretty much disturbed by the girls thing. Thanks thanks. muacks to u. =X After which, met up with my sister cos she was alone in Tampines. I had to study so she roamed around for close to an hour before i met her. Head to Bugis aftermath for some shopping and argh, i spent money again.
Shopping with meimei often causes a hole in my pocket. Bought a pair of shorts for Sentosa, some stationeries, a pair of earrings and a Billabong waterbottle while my sis bought an Adidas one. I still prefer the brand Adidas but there aint much nice bottles around.
Ate a lot along the way. All our favourite junk food. Meimei treated my to ice cream and i treated her tutu kueh and takopachi. Now dont get jealous ive such a close sister. =X
In the evening, had a bbq and night swimming with the usual humans. Left earlier because daddy wants me home and i had to study with Kenny the next day, which is today at 1pm in the airport. So ya, got my wet butt sat in the cab and home sweet home at about 1am.
Was kind of guilty because i was supposed to mug for my papers and yet i went to let my hair down even before i really studied a lot. In order to cover that sin, im going to mug today till i suffer brain damage. lol.
And i hope TPCP wins the competition today. Am anticipating for the results. SMS ME!!
And yah, Happy birthday to you Gena! You're 18!
Last but not least, Shalyn Tong, you're greatly missed!!
My day was great yesterday. Dont ask me why cos im not gonna spill em out in here, but you can ask me personally. =) Head to the library after lecture with Leanne to study FA. Finally got the concepts right, all i need is more practices and confidence. Oh, have i told you? Ive super low confidence and often feel inferior of myself. And i know Derek agrees with me. =X
Anyway, thanks to you Leanne for helping me out with FA though you're pretty much disturbed by the girls thing. Thanks thanks. muacks to u. =X After which, met up with my sister cos she was alone in Tampines. I had to study so she roamed around for close to an hour before i met her. Head to Bugis aftermath for some shopping and argh, i spent money again.
Shopping with meimei often causes a hole in my pocket. Bought a pair of shorts for Sentosa, some stationeries, a pair of earrings and a Billabong waterbottle while my sis bought an Adidas one. I still prefer the brand Adidas but there aint much nice bottles around.
Ate a lot along the way. All our favourite junk food. Meimei treated my to ice cream and i treated her tutu kueh and takopachi. Now dont get jealous ive such a close sister. =X
In the evening, had a bbq and night swimming with the usual humans. Left earlier because daddy wants me home and i had to study with Kenny the next day, which is today at 1pm in the airport. So ya, got my wet butt sat in the cab and home sweet home at about 1am.
Was kind of guilty because i was supposed to mug for my papers and yet i went to let my hair down even before i really studied a lot. In order to cover that sin, im going to mug today till i suffer brain damage. lol.
And i hope TPCP wins the competition today. Am anticipating for the results. SMS ME!!
And yah, Happy birthday to you Gena! You're 18!
Last but not least, Shalyn Tong, you're greatly missed!!
sealed-with-a-kiss < 11:49:00 am
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Wednesday, January 12
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Met Ting for dinner just now. Edmund and Aik joined us too. Was kinda shocked when i knew they're coming. I was like..what? omgomgomg. But things were pretty fine. Its like duh..been so long already. 8 months have passed, but still im feeling kinda you-know-what.
And what's worst is that, he sent me home. Its like, damn long din sit his bike already. Had difficulty getting up. whahahah. so embarrassing and he laughed damn loud can. what sia. But yah, memories etched can never be replaced. Bad.
Iya, bullshits. I'll just keep that kinda feeling in me. Friends. yes friends. Just friends. Like what Andy said, let memories pass and throw all the bad ones away.
Next week is my mid semester exams, gonna get busy. Bye for now.
Met Ting for dinner just now. Edmund and Aik joined us too. Was kinda shocked when i knew they're coming. I was like..what? omgomgomg. But things were pretty fine. Its like duh..been so long already. 8 months have passed, but still im feeling kinda you-know-what.
And what's worst is that, he sent me home. Its like, damn long din sit his bike already. Had difficulty getting up. whahahah. so embarrassing and he laughed damn loud can. what sia. But yah, memories etched can never be replaced. Bad.
Iya, bullshits. I'll just keep that kinda feeling in me. Friends. yes friends. Just friends. Like what Andy said, let memories pass and throw all the bad ones away.
Next week is my mid semester exams, gonna get busy. Bye for now.
sealed-with-a-kiss < 9:47:00 pm
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Monday, January 10
> check out those pictures!
pictures are up! check em out here!
And i just got home from Katong. Met up with Wayne to study at Kallang. Only managed to cover 2 chapters of Microeconomics. Then we headed to Pro to look for Bape and David. They played a few rounds of billiard while i froze in there. Slacked awhile and home sweet home.
Bape was damn cute lahh. Cos we didnt allow him to smoke and he had no ciggarettes. We're all supposed to quit smoking. Except for David, and he was like tempting all of us. Actually only Bape cos he was dying for a fag. Damn funny throughout. Save the details in case it bores u humans.
Short and sweet entry. goodnight!
pictures are up! check em out here!
And i just got home from Katong. Met up with Wayne to study at Kallang. Only managed to cover 2 chapters of Microeconomics. Then we headed to Pro to look for Bape and David. They played a few rounds of billiard while i froze in there. Slacked awhile and home sweet home.
Bape was damn cute lahh. Cos we didnt allow him to smoke and he had no ciggarettes. We're all supposed to quit smoking. Except for David, and he was like tempting all of us. Actually only Bape cos he was dying for a fag. Damn funny throughout. Save the details in case it bores u humans.
Short and sweet entry. goodnight!
sealed-with-a-kiss < 1:18:00 am
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Sunday, January 9
> Lijuan's birthday
I know im one day late, but still..
HAPPY BIRTHDAY JUAN! Omg. You're 20! Happy birthday to you, happy birthday to you, happy birthday to juannnn, happy birthday to you.
This is gonna be quite a long entry, be patient my dear(s). Click the X if you cant wait. booboos.
Right, how should i start. Yesterday, i woke up damn early cos my dog went "missing" again. Apparently, he was playing hide-and-seek with my parents. All the commotion woke me up, couldnt get to sleep anymore after that.
Slacked around the house, tried to do my tutorials which i din touch much ultimately. Daze around, really had nothing to do especially when korkor wanna use my computer to play MapleStory. His computer still refused to connect to the internet. argh.
Waited for Ting to wake up but apparently she woke up only at like 7+ or 8pm. I was so darn bored i decided to head town alone to look for HK to get OB notes cos i missed the lecture and i have tutorial on that tomorrow. Waited more than 30 minutes for that damn bus 36 and when if finally arrived, it was so super packed it didnt even stopped despite me flagging for it. Added up to my moodiness yesterday. I left home at 6.30pm and i only reached town like 7.30pm. wtf? Nvm, i was alone anyway. Just waiting to pass time.
So i met up with Wally and his friends at Cine while waiting for the peeps to arrive. Basically, just stoning and slacking like as per usual. Nothing out of the norm.
Finally, at about 9.30pm they arrived. Went to KTV, all 10 of us. [Me, Juan, Ting, Leo, Wayne, Bape, Alvin, Sunny, Thong Yew and Derrick] To celebrate Juan's birthday and i cant sing for nuts. My voice went soar, we sang from 11pm till 3am. I guessed everyone enjoyed the night.
Aftermath, Sunny and ThongYew left for home and we headed to M hotel to cut the birthday cake. They booked a room there. Quite cool eh? The others stayed there overnight while me and Wayne left for home. So we left the hotel at about 4am after some massive photo takings and bing-bang-booms.
Oh yes, did i mention? I saw HIM yesterday at Cine while i was slacking with Wally and clique at the railings? Yup, and he pretended he did not see me, like how nice. argh. So i looked at him and said "oei", den he turned a little, took a GLANCE and smiled with a forced smile like i put a knife on his throat or something and then turned and walked away. WOW. Its like, thank you so very much. What's with all tt dao shits and acting cool huh huh huh. And one thing i wanna comment, no matter even if he read this or not. Your dressing.._______(fill it in yourself). Maybe i think i should fill it in. It sucks. -thumbs down-
Oh yah, i saw my lucky star too. Mr Jeffrey. And he even worst, saw me first but didnt say hi. It was till Meiting told me "hey, that's Jeffrey, wanna go over and say hi?" That's when i saw him. But at least, we chatted a little, laughed a little (with no force effects) and we said bye. Douglas didnt even say bye to me. Oh wait, he didnt even say HI! -pulls hair-
Anyway, my eyesight is failing me. I cant see things clearly for nuts. Couldnt see the bus number clearly even if its like damn near the stop already. bad bad bad. I dont wanna wear my glasses out, maybe i should get contact lens instead.
I told you its gonna be long. And that's not all man. I wanna add on that my term test timetable is out and it sucks cos it cuts into my term break and there's one day where i have 2 papers. MBS somemore. Deadmeat.
And ohoh, im supposed to do Psychology exploration report cos the deadline is on Wednesday and ive been forwarding it again and again. So lets not make it an exception today. Im going to do it tomorrow. =X Procrastinating is my forte. haha.
Okay that's it. I'll upload the pictures as soon as i get em from Derrick. Till then..
I know im one day late, but still..
HAPPY BIRTHDAY JUAN! Omg. You're 20! Happy birthday to you, happy birthday to you, happy birthday to juannnn, happy birthday to you.
This is gonna be quite a long entry, be patient my dear(s). Click the X if you cant wait. booboos.
Right, how should i start. Yesterday, i woke up damn early cos my dog went "missing" again. Apparently, he was playing hide-and-seek with my parents. All the commotion woke me up, couldnt get to sleep anymore after that.
Slacked around the house, tried to do my tutorials which i din touch much ultimately. Daze around, really had nothing to do especially when korkor wanna use my computer to play MapleStory. His computer still refused to connect to the internet. argh.
Waited for Ting to wake up but apparently she woke up only at like 7+ or 8pm. I was so darn bored i decided to head town alone to look for HK to get OB notes cos i missed the lecture and i have tutorial on that tomorrow. Waited more than 30 minutes for that damn bus 36 and when if finally arrived, it was so super packed it didnt even stopped despite me flagging for it. Added up to my moodiness yesterday. I left home at 6.30pm and i only reached town like 7.30pm. wtf? Nvm, i was alone anyway. Just waiting to pass time.
So i met up with Wally and his friends at Cine while waiting for the peeps to arrive. Basically, just stoning and slacking like as per usual. Nothing out of the norm.
Finally, at about 9.30pm they arrived. Went to KTV, all 10 of us. [Me, Juan, Ting, Leo, Wayne, Bape, Alvin, Sunny, Thong Yew and Derrick] To celebrate Juan's birthday and i cant sing for nuts. My voice went soar, we sang from 11pm till 3am. I guessed everyone enjoyed the night.
Aftermath, Sunny and ThongYew left for home and we headed to M hotel to cut the birthday cake. They booked a room there. Quite cool eh? The others stayed there overnight while me and Wayne left for home. So we left the hotel at about 4am after some massive photo takings and bing-bang-booms.
Oh yes, did i mention? I saw HIM yesterday at Cine while i was slacking with Wally and clique at the railings? Yup, and he pretended he did not see me, like how nice. argh. So i looked at him and said "oei", den he turned a little, took a GLANCE and smiled with a forced smile like i put a knife on his throat or something and then turned and walked away. WOW. Its like, thank you so very much. What's with all tt dao shits and acting cool huh huh huh. And one thing i wanna comment, no matter even if he read this or not. Your dressing.._______(fill it in yourself). Maybe i think i should fill it in. It sucks. -thumbs down-
Oh yah, i saw my lucky star too. Mr Jeffrey. And he even worst, saw me first but didnt say hi. It was till Meiting told me "hey, that's Jeffrey, wanna go over and say hi?" That's when i saw him. But at least, we chatted a little, laughed a little (with no force effects) and we said bye. Douglas didnt even say bye to me. Oh wait, he didnt even say HI! -pulls hair-
Anyway, my eyesight is failing me. I cant see things clearly for nuts. Couldnt see the bus number clearly even if its like damn near the stop already. bad bad bad. I dont wanna wear my glasses out, maybe i should get contact lens instead.
I told you its gonna be long. And that's not all man. I wanna add on that my term test timetable is out and it sucks cos it cuts into my term break and there's one day where i have 2 papers. MBS somemore. Deadmeat.
And ohoh, im supposed to do Psychology exploration report cos the deadline is on Wednesday and ive been forwarding it again and again. So lets not make it an exception today. Im going to do it tomorrow. =X Procrastinating is my forte. haha.
Okay that's it. I'll upload the pictures as soon as i get em from Derrick. Till then..
sealed-with-a-kiss < 5:57:00 pm
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Friday, January 7
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Ive been reflecting a lot on my life these couple of days when im sick cos there was nothing else to do except to sleep and daze. And im quite disappointed in things happening in these few months, really disappointing and i miss the good old days.
Friendship..love..relation with my family..schoolwork..commitment to God and everything else. I dont enjoy what im going through now, in fact i dread it a hell lot. Its something i wished it never happened. Or was i just thinking too much? I do not know, and i do not wish to know. For the truth always hurts.
Everything was rather unpleasant for me. But im pretty glad that my family stood by me when i was down with that high fever. Even my brother, someone who i speak less than 10 sentences a week to and someone who i aint even close with, i can see that he cared for me. My brother is someone who doesnt express much, more of a laconic, he keeps everything to himself. But i can see, that he was rather concerned when im ill. Buying food for me, changing my drink to a non-gassy one. Though its just a minor thing, but im glad. Im glad he cares. And afterall, he's still my blood brother. Yes, i love you kor.
My mummy, my dearest mummy and my dearest daddy. Sick and tired of listening to their incessant naggings everytime. But during the time when im sick and had no strength, or times when im too lazy to move. Its them that brings my food, medicine and water to me. They do what i say and im so ashamed of it now. =I
My family's great. But what about my friends? Friends? Yes, friends. I dont know, im not too sure. But its not good, i know, i can feel. nevermind. i think im too incoherent to carry on.
Happy birthday Yiling. You're 18! I cant believe it, when is it my turn?
Ive been reflecting a lot on my life these couple of days when im sick cos there was nothing else to do except to sleep and daze. And im quite disappointed in things happening in these few months, really disappointing and i miss the good old days.
Friendship..love..relation with my family..schoolwork..commitment to God and everything else. I dont enjoy what im going through now, in fact i dread it a hell lot. Its something i wished it never happened. Or was i just thinking too much? I do not know, and i do not wish to know. For the truth always hurts.
Everything was rather unpleasant for me. But im pretty glad that my family stood by me when i was down with that high fever. Even my brother, someone who i speak less than 10 sentences a week to and someone who i aint even close with, i can see that he cared for me. My brother is someone who doesnt express much, more of a laconic, he keeps everything to himself. But i can see, that he was rather concerned when im ill. Buying food for me, changing my drink to a non-gassy one. Though its just a minor thing, but im glad. Im glad he cares. And afterall, he's still my blood brother. Yes, i love you kor.
My mummy, my dearest mummy and my dearest daddy. Sick and tired of listening to their incessant naggings everytime. But during the time when im sick and had no strength, or times when im too lazy to move. Its them that brings my food, medicine and water to me. They do what i say and im so ashamed of it now. =I
My family's great. But what about my friends? Friends? Yes, friends. I dont know, im not too sure. But its not good, i know, i can feel. nevermind. i think im too incoherent to carry on.
Happy birthday Yiling. You're 18! I cant believe it, when is it my turn?
sealed-with-a-kiss < 5:24:00 pm
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Thursday, January 6
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I cant believe i slept for like 24 hours straight. Ever since i got home yesterday, i slept till now with of cos a few minute of waking up, crying and whining, puking and drinking water, checking out my temperature and asking my mama to sayang me.
My fever rose up to 38.2 degrees last night. I could feel my flaming red eyes and i felt so uncomfortable all over. It was only till this morning which ive decided to visit the doctor. I hate visiting the doctor and im usually on self-medication. But this time i felt so weak, i dont even have the strength to speak. Good thing was that my fever subsided, therefore i can continue my projects and come online. But damn, i missed my lessons today again. Its such a bad start this year. I gotta do so much catching up.
Right, the doctor suspected that i may have stomach flu/gastric flu and he insists that i take no dairy products and i have to be in my own room, alone, for the next few days cos its contagious. Like hell no for me, i hate being alone. And he said it wont be so quickly till i recover completely. Which means, i dont think i can celebrate Lijuan's birthday with the peeps this weekend. Damnit.
Anyhoos, im supposingly chatting with Lyn online but she went to play some colouring book. That mad girl, yes i miss her. lalalal. Time for lunch. Guess what? Im eating MacDonalds. Sometimes i think, my dad is mad. He brought up fillet-o-fish burger and a packet of rice, and i water bottle and told me to eat my lunch and have my medicines later. okay fine. i shall eat em.
Hope i get well soon people.
I cant believe i slept for like 24 hours straight. Ever since i got home yesterday, i slept till now with of cos a few minute of waking up, crying and whining, puking and drinking water, checking out my temperature and asking my mama to sayang me.
My fever rose up to 38.2 degrees last night. I could feel my flaming red eyes and i felt so uncomfortable all over. It was only till this morning which ive decided to visit the doctor. I hate visiting the doctor and im usually on self-medication. But this time i felt so weak, i dont even have the strength to speak. Good thing was that my fever subsided, therefore i can continue my projects and come online. But damn, i missed my lessons today again. Its such a bad start this year. I gotta do so much catching up.
Right, the doctor suspected that i may have stomach flu/gastric flu and he insists that i take no dairy products and i have to be in my own room, alone, for the next few days cos its contagious. Like hell no for me, i hate being alone. And he said it wont be so quickly till i recover completely. Which means, i dont think i can celebrate Lijuan's birthday with the peeps this weekend. Damnit.
Anyhoos, im supposingly chatting with Lyn online but she went to play some colouring book. That mad girl, yes i miss her. lalalal. Time for lunch. Guess what? Im eating MacDonalds. Sometimes i think, my dad is mad. He brought up fillet-o-fish burger and a packet of rice, and i water bottle and told me to eat my lunch and have my medicines later. okay fine. i shall eat em.
Hope i get well soon people.
sealed-with-a-kiss < 3:05:00 pm
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Wednesday, January 5
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I just got back from the airport not too long ago. Lyn is now on the plane towards Thailand. Boy am i missing her already. On the right are two pictures you see which was taken at the airport just now.
Im running a temperature now and my body's aching like all over. My head's spinning and casting dizzy spells on me. I think im gonna be sick again when i just got well 1 week ago. Yes, im a weakling. boohoohoos.
Right now, im going to lie flat on the bed and doze to dreamland. I wish you people a good day and please drink more water. Ciaoz.
I just got back from the airport not too long ago. Lyn is now on the plane towards Thailand. Boy am i missing her already. On the right are two pictures you see which was taken at the airport just now.
Im running a temperature now and my body's aching like all over. My head's spinning and casting dizzy spells on me. I think im gonna be sick again when i just got well 1 week ago. Yes, im a weakling. boohoohoos.
Right now, im going to lie flat on the bed and doze to dreamland. I wish you people a good day and please drink more water. Ciaoz.
sealed-with-a-kiss < 4:12:00 pm
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Tuesday, January 4
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I skipped school this morning cos i was too lazy to wake up and lab is just plain boring for me. Besides surfing the net to the same oh-so-boring websites i visit, there's basically nothing else for me to do during lab tutorials. So might as well skip it.
Got up at 12pm cos i thought the next tutorial is at 2pm. Only to realise while brushing my teeth that my tutorial starts at 1pm. I was like damn late? So daddy drove me there. yayy.
Im skipping Econs tutorial and Psychology lecture tomorrow cos im going to the airport to send my bestie off. She's leaving for Bangkok for the whole damn month and im like so super worried. By hook or by crook, whether she likes it or not, im going to send her off. Shalyn, im not gonna care if you check in just as u reach the airport, cos i still wanna see ya for the last time before you come back and give you one big big super duper hug before you go. I WILL BE MISSING YOU GIRL. Come back soon and bon voyage.
I just sorta completed 3/4 of my accounting project and im having a great headache right now because i was completely stucked and lost with a difference of 20CENTS resulting in an imbalance trial balance. Can you believe it? Only to find out after great help from mummy that i typed in the figure wrongly right from the start. lol. Im so silly.
And i left my very cute organiser under the desk of my tutorial classroom this afternoon. Damnit i hope its still there when i go back tomorrow to retrieve it. It better be. -fingers crossed-
Mummy's nagging at me to drink some tonic. Black chicken soup? argh, it tastes disgusting but argh, i still gotta drink it. okay bye.
I skipped school this morning cos i was too lazy to wake up and lab is just plain boring for me. Besides surfing the net to the same oh-so-boring websites i visit, there's basically nothing else for me to do during lab tutorials. So might as well skip it.
Got up at 12pm cos i thought the next tutorial is at 2pm. Only to realise while brushing my teeth that my tutorial starts at 1pm. I was like damn late? So daddy drove me there. yayy.
Im skipping Econs tutorial and Psychology lecture tomorrow cos im going to the airport to send my bestie off. She's leaving for Bangkok for the whole damn month and im like so super worried. By hook or by crook, whether she likes it or not, im going to send her off. Shalyn, im not gonna care if you check in just as u reach the airport, cos i still wanna see ya for the last time before you come back and give you one big big super duper hug before you go. I WILL BE MISSING YOU GIRL. Come back soon and bon voyage.
I just sorta completed 3/4 of my accounting project and im having a great headache right now because i was completely stucked and lost with a difference of 20CENTS resulting in an imbalance trial balance. Can you believe it? Only to find out after great help from mummy that i typed in the figure wrongly right from the start. lol. Im so silly.
And i left my very cute organiser under the desk of my tutorial classroom this afternoon. Damnit i hope its still there when i go back tomorrow to retrieve it. It better be. -fingers crossed-
Mummy's nagging at me to drink some tonic. Black chicken soup? argh, it tastes disgusting but argh, i still gotta drink it. okay bye.
sealed-with-a-kiss < 11:33:00 pm
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Sunday, January 2
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Happy 2005 humans.
I know im a little slow, its already the second day. Oh wells, i was too lazy to update though i had nothing to do except to read up my notes and study all day long. To hell with 2004, glad that its finally over. Its all history baby, all history..
A little recollection of some memories i wanna reminisce during year 2004. Hmm..
Happy 2005 humans.
I know im a little slow, its already the second day. Oh wells, i was too lazy to update though i had nothing to do except to read up my notes and study all day long. To hell with 2004, glad that its finally over. Its all history baby, all history..
A little recollection of some memories i wanna reminisce during year 2004. Hmm..
- Working at Ebase, getting to know more people..
- Got back my O levels results with flying colours [for me at least]
- Clubbing every week at the oh-so-boring MS
- Fell in love again after a year of singlehood. The love of my life..Mr Edmund Lian..[which is now a history..]
- Fell outta love on my birthday eve
- Poly term starts, met new people
- Changed my total life style from the oh-so-ah-lian dressing to the casual ones
- Fell in love again, but things just didnt work out right
- Met many new friends [the volleyball peeps]
- Tanning almost every week
- X'mas bash and the new year countdown
- Not forgetting, all the fun activities with my babes [lyn, ting, juan, bird]
Memories to be kept, not to be thought again. Byebye 2004, im leaving you all behind in my little diary locked in my heart. 2005 had taken over all your responsibilities. So just leave me alone, im a changed girl.
Anyhoos, Ting, Juan, Leo, Bape, Wayne, Ang bin, Tiong wee, Xiao hei, David, Alvin and his gf, Bird, and myself celebrated the last day of 2004 at Wayne's place. Bbq and just chilling around, enjoying the food and alcohol. Was still great i supposed. Before Ting, Juan and i went over to Wayne's place, we had a bbq over at Ting's place too. Everyone was there, Edmund was there, all were there. A tinge of embarrassment and awakardness, dont ask me why. But yah, nothing much really happened. Just some recollection of the past. Boo hoos, its history like i've said. So i dont really care much now. Yes no? hmms..
Been rather moody these couple of days, maybe im just worried, kinda stress. The school's workload is pilling up very much higher day by day. Im trying to catch up. Projects and more projects. No im not whining, im not complaining, im not Derek, hear that? Im not. lalallala. Bye for now. ciaos.
sealed-with-a-kiss < 5:04:00 pm
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* yours truly.
amber.ruoxuan\\twenty\
* mates.
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